there are a lot of things that psychologically affect my reluctance to be intimate romantically despite wanting to be loved and love. avoidance of a lot of things seems to me go to trauma response for the past few years but i’m crying listening to a simple kind of life by no doubt, the themes about heteronormativity hit so hard when thinking about it through a queer lens too, like i don’t want my life to change and it will the moment i engage w romance. all i wanted was the simple things but the simple things are too complicated for me and my life and my brain.
jesus this song triggers the fuck out of me. it’s pressing at the pain button of unpacking my sexuality alone on floors after sobbing
do you cry when you remember how sad you were. it makes me so sad to remember
there are a lot of things that psychologically affect my reluctance to be intimate romantically despite wanting to be loved and love. avoidance of a lot of things seems to me go to trauma response for the past few years but i’m crying listening to a simple kind of life by no doubt, the themes about heteronormativity hit so hard when thinking about it through a queer lens too, like i don’t want my life to change and it will the moment i engage w romance. all i wanted was the simple things but the simple things are too complicated for me and my life and my brain.
